I started to read my first book on Astrology when I was still in Elementary school. Many people know their sun sign and check their horoscope every once in a while. That's all I did for many years until I started to try to understand my natal chart piece by piece. If women can sync their hormonal cycles with the moon, then why can't other celestial bodies have an effect on us?
There's still so much that I don't understand. It's deeply complex, needs careful study and interpretation, and that's why I keep coming back to the topic. It's a good puzzle for my brain with the seemingly endless patterns of meaning to be found in various combinations of signs and houses. It also helps me figure out people. (I'm also a fan of Carl Jung and his archetypes.)

"A triple conjunction representing a blend of tearing down old structures (Uranus/Neptune) while rebuilding new, more realistic ones (Saturn in Capricorn). The energy matched the fall of the Berlin Wall, the dissolution of the Soviet Union, and the birth of the digital, globalized age. Individuals born with this alignment are often considered a 'sub-generation' with a natural aptitude for managing change, reforming broken systems, and integrating innovative ideas into practical realities."

"The rare Grand Cross occurs when four planets align in stressful 90-degree angles (squares) with each other. A Cardinal Grand Cross deals with power abuses and leadership. It calls upon us to bring balance and justice to those who govern and rule, and to be more humane in our own positions of authority. People born with a grand cross in their birth charts may find themselves constantly pulled in dueling directions, with spectacular successes and equally stunning failures."



| Placement | Textbook Definition | My Reflection |
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Sun in Leo, 26°59' |
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I feel the most fulfilled when I can be my own boss and manage a project from start to finish, but it's difficult to do some projects without help. And of course at work I have to collaborate. I'm only competitive with myself and I hate doing work for the sake of looking busy—there needs to be a problem solved or some kind of purpose to the task. Being lazy is a form of productive work. I hate if my intentions are misunderstood because I am a direct communicator. I don't need public aknowledgement or praise but I do not feel well if my daily efforts are unnoticed. |
Moon in Aries, 6°30' |
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I'm an impulse shopper that doesn't stick to a budget. Girl math was coined for my spending habits. (But I get my dopamine from all kinds of sources.) I hate to feel things bubble up under the surface and if I don't address them asap I will ruminate until I grind all my molars flat. I know what I feel when I feel it. I can change how I feel very quickly based on new (accurate) information and I get impatient with others who dwell on uninformed opinions based on their personal feelings rather than fact. That also means I'm quick to admit I made a mistake, or forgot something, and move on fast to fixing my oversight. |
Mercury in Virgo, 22°33' |
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I am a robot. My mind never turns off and I'm always seemingly manually parsing some kind of information and sensory input. I have too much attention-to-detail and rarely make mistakes because I can predict pitfalls. (Autistic pattern recognition) This makes me great at prototyping projects in my head before I ever execute on ideas. I have a great memory and tend to not write things down. I will get bored with people who don't share the same interests as I do, or if they don't want to discuss them as deeply as I think about them. At the same time, I'm sort of protective over some interests and don't like to discuss them at all. |
Venus in Libra, 2°19' |
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I have expensive taste. I know what I like and I don't fall for most ad campaigns. I buy products or book services purely based on my personal curiosity and taste. I don't like when friendships, partnerships, and romance are unbalanced. I'll put in the same effort you put in to the relationship. I don't make the first moves toward friendship, etc, anymore, because I usually don't get back the same passion and get disappointed. I'm at a stage in my life where you have to invite me out. I'm tired of making all the plans. |
Mars in Virgo, 10°25 |
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I try to keep my perfectionist tendencies to my own personal work in order to not burn out in other areas of life, but I selfishly love doing things perfectly. I used to think putting in 100% at work meant something literal like always being available and always producing the best outcome, but that's not sustainable. If you make me angry, I will be critical of where you failed. Because I noticed a long time ago. I have to have something to work on that is structured, with a clear purpose and workflow, to get dopamine. Usually it's something creative—like this website. |
Jupiter in Cancer, 3°51' |
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Jupiter is "exalted" in Cancer, so it's supposedly a great placement to have. There are areas of my home and family life where I've been extremely fortunate, but also unlucky. I'm going through my Jupiter return right now, with some milestone events one may see during a return. (Getting my first dog, travel, transforming my backyard) I do love having a house to decorate and I am a homebody that works from home. I'd feel right at home being a stay at home mom so I could focus on managing the home. |
Saturn in Capricorn, 7°42' |
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When we start to get into more of the generational placements (a Capricorn stellium, as well), I become even less familiar with how they apply to me. But I do see myself in the general traits. I definitely see a lot of sterotypical early Millenial traits in the Saturn in Capricorn descriptions. |
Uranus in Capricorn, 1°31' |
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I definitely did not have a normal path to my career. Like many my age, I was overeducated and underpaid for several years, endlessly applying to jobs, until a recruiter magically poofed me into my current position where I'll likely never leave because I need stability and health insurance. I also work in design and technology. I need a flexible work-from-anywhere situation or else I can't stay motivated to keep working. |
Neptune in Capricorn, 9°53' |
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I've worked for startups and in marketing (now in a stable non-startup technology job) trying to figure out how to get people to buy a product or use an app. I'm usually pretty good at user research and designing things that are usable and helpful, but sometimes I do have impostor syndrome. |
Pluto in Scorpio, 12°37' |
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I think this website (e.g. the psych page mostly) speaks for itself. |
Lilith in Libra, 21°32' |
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Yeesh, this one is very accurate. I'm basically a cat. I do go through cycles where I want to be remote like a hermit in the woods, but then something cool happens and I want to share it with a person and not the dust bunnies. You just have to know my ebb and flow. I'm best at long-distance relationships. I'm a great online friend. |
North Node in Aquarius, 25°42' |
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So the Nodes are about swapping lessons learned in a past life for finding purpose by moving toward the opposite dynamic. So it's about losing some of the stereotypical Leo characteristics and adopting more of an Aquarius mindset. I love Aquarius sun placements and vibe with them very well. My friends in life that always end up coming back after absences have been Aquarius sun placements. My daughter is an Aquarius rising. |
Fortune in Leo, 1°13' |
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This one is tough for me because I know I tend to stand out, but I hate being the center of attention. I cried at my birthday parties as a kid. But if celebrating myself will bring me success, I can try to embrace that. This website is all about myself! |
Chiron in Cancer, 13°31' |
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There's some truth in this because I had an abnormal upbringing and I never felt like I fit in while going through school. I drifted around or found myself spending time with others that didn't fit anywhere else either. I found more of a sense of belonging online and I still do. |
Pisces AC, 10°44' |
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Since delving more into my natal chart in the past five years or so, I heavily identify with Pisces now. There was part of me, before I understood the bigger astrological picture, that thought I wasn't a very good Leo because there were core traits of my personality that were missing in descriptions. I love escapism, lucid dreaming, and the beach. I have to live near water. Sometimes I just "know things" and I don't know how. It's also one of the rarest ascendant signs. |
Virgo DC, 10° |
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My dream relationships are the ones where I'm not leading the way and I'm free to meander along my own path. You check in and appreciate the way I get things done, and you make sure things get done when I'm distracted on (meaningful) tangent. I'm bad at "adulting" and get overstimulated by doing too many errands in a day. Make phone calls for me. I need someone to understand my logic and systems I've built into my life or else we'll never mesh. Bonus points if you anticipate my needs before I have to express them. |
Sagittarius MC, 18°02' |
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I love traveling and seeing how different the world can be, despite also loving being at home, and wish I could do it more. I did end up working in education. And endlessly philosophical because we should never stop asking why. |
Gemini IC, 18° |
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I'm honestly surprised I don't have more Gemini placements with how much communication and information-seeking is important to me. My upbringing was definitely centered around my education and I was hyperlexic—I learned to read early. I pick up Japanese fairly easily. If I was more disciplined, I'd be fluent by now. |

